D . She's always awesome, no matter how hard she try not to be.

 
 
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Updated (; 10/22/2009
 
For Amirah, yeaps I updated my blog. BLEH.
&, the next thing I wanna post is OUR 2PM FLASH MOB. 
SO WATCH BOTH.
AND THE PART WHERE WE ALL FREEZE, I'M AT 1:27, DAMMIT! >:D
 
 
Today has to be the greatest day ever :P
I'm so totally psyched up just now.
I get to meet twice in a row!
Whoopee!
Brother must have planned it out, thanks a lot uh :D
No matter how horrible you are ;P
Going to post the pictures man.
But I have to say, the part I don't like the most when I dropped my comb into the toilet bowl.
I sooo had to throw it away ):
But it's only a $0.30 comb, so yeah :D
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Its a lot of pictures, yeah :P
I finally uploaded some photos aye? 
I only liked when we're nearly ending part, cause listening to JC students talking about academics that you have yet to reach is very infuriating ):
I also taught Jin Hui (Brother's friend and former EVGian) the I Don't Care dance!
With some help from Lin Hui (Another Brother's friend!) :D
Sufyan is totally a cam-whore :P
There's this one part when Jin Hui said was so freaking funny okay!
JH: There are 4 stages when girls laugh.
First stage: Laugh without covering your face
Second stage: Laugh with your face half-covered
Third stage: Laugh with your entire face covered
Fourth stage: Throw aside the paper and laugh like crazy
Damn funny okay! Can't tahan.
Just now I also missed my chance again!!! ):<
Dammit Diyana! -knocks my head repeatedly-
Abang Sufyan asked me again to take a picture again!
And cause I didn't hear very well what he was saying, I just said NO, laughed and made a straight face, and said, 'can you repeat the question?'!
I think he thinks that I am being sarcastic >:(
I so totally am not!
I was saying the truth! 
Shit! I missed again!
Must keep an eye out for another chance, hehe~
But then again, I hope he have the initiative to take the first step woohoohoohoo~ \(^-~)/
Reached home at 8:00pm.
So tired. Heex.
 
 
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Like the title said. 
I don't like him.
I don't love him.
I'm in love with him!
Like oh-my-god, Sufyan has the most beautiful eyes I've ever seen.
Could anyone blame me for falling in love with him? >:O
-spins round uncontrollably-
Here we go, the story of how I fell in love.
Brother invited his class to our house for Hari Raya.
Alrights, so I prepared for the occasion by just wearing my 1 Aspire FBT shirt with black track pants. 
I was planning to stay in the study room from the moment they set their feet into the house till the moment they stepped out of it.
God should have gave me better foresight ):
When they came, they sounded really friendly and fun.
Salam Kak Fatin (Nooo, my brother's friend, and besides, she's the only malay girl) and went into the kitchen to prepare their drinks.
So finally went they had made themselves comfortable, and being the host's sister, I served them drinks.
I didn't exactly look at my best right then, so I left immediately after that and studied.
Went out once, just to take my wallet and a jacket, cause my study room was so damn cold.
Second time went out again. I forgot to take off my contacts =.="
So I strode back into the study room.
-5 minutes later-
Brother: BAM!
Me: Wuh?
Brother: Eh get out
Me: Why?!
Brother: They want to take a picture with you lah!
Me: FOR WHAT?!
Brother: Don't know and just get out and take picture lah!
Me: -peeks out carefully first-
Brother: -shove me right out-
Me: -screamed-
-Entire living room went quiet-
Everyone: BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
Me: -walked with no apparent aim and direction-
Sufyan: -pops out behind the wall- Jom ambik gambar!
Me: Uh?
I seriously don't know why the entire living room went quiet.
In the end, I sulked a bit and told my brother I wanted to get back inside the room and study.
Aish, I should not have wasted the time and should have just taken the picture with him instead!
Dammit! \(T-T)/
Missed my chance! 
Anyway, I'm trying to pester my brother to give me his handphone number, too smitten already lah uh? :P
 
 
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Ahh I'm so freaking pissed/happy(?)
I got back my result slip, and guess what the ink said? -.-"
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I flunked 3 subjects.
Both of my pure sciences, a la Pure Chemistry and Pure Physics as well somehow...
(be stunned, oh 2 Achievers of 2008)
I failed my Elementary Maths O:
But! Here come's the cliche;
I passed my Additional Maths!
Huh, oooh wow people look at that, she can pass the hard one but totally screwed the easy one.
Whatever, I don't give a crap either way anyways.
Principle of Accounts, like woah I passed that.
And tomorrow is another effing Bad Debts test.
Number one, I can never grasp the concept.
Number two, I don't see the need of learning POA.
Flunk it for all I care, my main aim is to be a lawyer for god's sake!
Whoever heard of a lawyer balancing his/her own checkbook?
He/Her should be hiring an accountant or a secretary for god's sake!
And since now I've like, gotten my Hari Raya money..wahahaha.
I've been eyeing this Mesh shirt for a LOOOONG TIME.
But, the problem is..its' online shopping.
And I still haven't gotten back my freaking refunds.
From 3 people in fact.
One, $86.80.
Two, $13.90.
Three, $18.00.
Fuck all of you man, go eat shit lah and rot in hell.
No more fasting so I can curse as however I like.
Bitches.
Gonna take more pictures in school then upload it.
I'm oh-so-bored.
 
 
Oh god, I'm so freaking happy right now! Tell me about it!
Okay, I know that my relationship with him was under the wraps for quite sometime (don't ask me how it got out, I had no idea) and now we're officially over!
-breathes in and out-
YIPPEEEEEEEE!
I mean, I know I sound evil and such, but honestly? 
He had another girl in his mind already.
So tell me whether do I have the right to be mad or not -.-||
So I find solace in my friends (yeaps, gotta hand it to Fatin as well :D) plus one.
But hey, so today at 5:49pm we're over, and particularly, I'm happy about two things.
1. I broke up with him first (I think, cause I spread the word)
2. I can totally focus on my studies plus on that eye-candy of mine (yummilicious! hehe)
And, I know for goodness how long I didn't update! 
Ohmygawd, are you guys angry? ):
Never mind uhs, I can't upload the pictures at the moment, cause some stupid 
T-Rex is still holding on to the memory card where it contains the oh-so-memorable-Hari-Raya.
Bleh :P
 
 
This is gonna be a sad post okay.
I know I've been late in posting this up, but hell.
I'm missing Jaebeom like nuts. 
How could the anti-fans do that?! Especially on their 1st year anniversary?
Fuck you people man.
Gonna post a few pictures here and there, and you tell me whether can you feel the pain I'm going through.
Top of it all, I lost my collar pin.
I left it on my blazer -.-"
Remind me to go with Woon Ping and ask Mr Edward for the keys to the damn stuffy room.
And..I have yet to complete my homework still ):
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Ohmygod.
Tomorrow will be the day already!
I can't take it anymore, I wish I have at least a little trait of an ostrich or something.
So anyhow, let me talk about my today.
English lesson, I have yet to hand up my November 2005 paper.
Never mind, tomorrow I'm going to hand in to Ms Lynn See, in her pigeon hole of course :D
Mother Tongue! Shiok man, air-con >:D
But we had to do mind-mapping, so thats okay.
Recess, since I'm fasting, I met up with the other debate members (excluding Woon Ping & David, they went to catch up the nasi briyani -.-").
So in the end, I met up with Daniel. He's quite panicky now.
So am I, don't worry. You aren't the only one.
Quite emo throughout, angry in the end.
But WaiLing helped to cheer me up during CCD, thanks a lot :D <3 <3 <3
Many 'gifts' from the teachers okay, 4 Maths worksheets! Physics worksheet! Chemistry 5 Year Series! Dieeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!
Okay, exaggerating much, but honestly, I want to spend my time more with him lah.
After CCD met up with the debate guys, excluding Daniel (he was late, but he made it eventually).
Went emo again, and I didn't care whether he talked to me or not.
I'll just grunt in reply.
Okay, I didn't grunt literally.
Met up with Mr Edward, wrote the speech for me.
Ohmigod, what happens if we lose?? ):
Lose face man! Lose face! \ (T-T) /
Then around 2:45pm we packed up.
David had to go for a course, so the rest of us went to find the blazers.
The guys had to go to the toilet, so I tried opening the door, but with now luck.
Turn here turn there turn here again and turn there again, I simply cannot get the shitty door open >:O
I gave up and Daniel took over.
Again, the same scenario took place.
Then Woon Ping took over, he said he was an assassin(?).
He tried and tried and finally told us to shut up cause he can't hear the lock.
So me & Daniel shut up.
(30 seconds later with Daniel in the toilet)
And the door opened! Yay!~
(The next few seconds cannot be told, as it is sworn to secrecy, and with Daniel running out of the toilet near half-naked in sheer joy)
Met up with Mr Edward, then saw Miss Joanna Lee, and she asked me whether I knew what was the function of a headband!
Fake-fake don't know lah, but in the end I kena ):
After that he accompanied me home and studied with me till 4:30pm.
Haha, I love him lots ah. Cute lah :P
 
 
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I'm trying to forget you right now.
Seriously, I am doing that.
But I can't bear the pain of knowing you're attached to another girl.
Why?
I badly want us to continue as friends, but you aren't replying me as fast as you did last time.
Is that girl the reason now huh?
Is that why you're avoiding me?
Or is it simply because you saw me with another guy, drowning my sorrows with him?
So is that your revenge huh?
Is that what you feel? Can't you seriously be more matured for god's sake?

나는 여전히 당신을 그렇게 사랑한다고 말하고 싶어요. 하지만 어떻게해야합니까? 난 더 이상 거짓말로, 내가 원하는 건 당신이하고 싶지 않아. 당신은 내가 정말 사랑하는 유일한 사람이야. 왜 내가 널 멀리? 난 당신을 원해! 제발! 내게 다시는 방법을 실행하지 마십시오! 제발. 찰스 제발, 제발.
 
 
Wah wah..I wanted to study lah, but then the library no more area, starbucks no more area, even Banquet no area! 
In the end, me and JJ just went to eat at Banquet, walked around causeway, and went to Lot 1.
Went to Mondo, and ohmygod, I just saw my babies over there!
I wanted to take a picture of my babies(shoes OKAY!), but didn't managed too, aww ):
Then we met Jiajun's friend, Russell(?)
Honestly I thought it was Jack Russell, you know the dog breed?
And Jiajun told me he was upset about it.
Sorry ):
BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT, how dare he ask me why my voice like that!
Cause my voice is like that lah! You want me to change it??
Also, quit smoking please, don't smoke don't smoke T.T
But in the end Russell left, and I have JJ all to myself again! 
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
Bought McCafe caramel frappe, then JJ sent me home, at my insistence, keke ~ 
Don't cry JJ please don't cry! >:D
So thats' all, yes.
But all in all, its a GREAT day.
Weeeeeeeeeeeeezxczxczxczxczxc! ~ ! ~ ! ~
Sorry for having only 2 pictures, I didn't managed to find any other nice pictures 
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